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<\/span><\/p>\n Fragment din <\/strong>Baltazar <\/strong><\/em>de S\u0142awomir Mro\u017cek<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n \n \u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Din nou la Cracovia<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n D<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span>in mul\u0163imea de impresii, mi-au r\u0103mas \u00een minte numai plopii. De c\u00e2te ori \u00eemi aduc aminte acest moment, apar \u015fi siluetele lor \u2014 zvelte \u015fi tremur\u0103toare, oric\u00e2t de slab\u0103 era adierea v\u00e2ntului. Iar Cracovia abia pe un fundal nedefinit.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Drumul p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ora\u015f l-am parcurs pe ploaie. Ce mic\u0103-i Cracovia asta! Niciodat\u0103 nu mi s-a p\u0103rut a\u015fa mai \u00eenainte \u015fi doar am mai venit aici de multe ori. Trecem de Wola Jurtowska \u015fi de Hotelul Cracovia, apoi ajungem la Teatrul Vechi.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Ultimele valize sunt duse sus. To\u0163i cei care le-au c\u0103rat vorbeau polona, ca \u015fi ceilal\u0163i necunoscu\u0163i \u00eent\u00e2lni\u0163i pe strad\u0103. Asta mi-a st\u00e2rnit o uimire ad\u00e2nc\u0103. \u00cen sf\u00e2r\u015fit, ne-am a\u015fezat unul l\u00e2ng\u0103 altul. Singuri. Dup\u0103 dou\u0103 zile petrecute \u00een avion.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Priveam la cele dou\u0103 ferestre din partea opus\u0103 a str\u0103zii. Eram at\u00e2t de bulversat, \u00eenc\u00e2t chiar \u015fi g\u00e2ndul care-mi r\u0103suna cu \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u0163\u00e2nare \u00een cap din clipa ateriz\u0103rii: \u201eLa urma urmei, ce caut eu aici?\u201c a \u00eencetat, pierind nu se \u015ftie unde.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n A doua zi era duminic\u0103. Norii erau \u00eenc\u0103rca\u0163i de ploaie, la r\u0103stimpuri, ploaia se oprea, dar norii r\u0103m\u00e2neau pe loc. \u00cen acel an, toamna \u00eencepuse mai devreme. Am trecut de strada Starowi\u0153lna \u015fi am intrat \u00eentr-o cafenea, la Kazimierz, cum le st\u0103tea bine s\u0103 fac\u0103 unor turi\u015fti. Eram \u00eenc\u0103 \u201eturi\u015fti\u201c, deoarece de acum \u00eenainte aveam s\u0103 ne stabilim aici pentru totdeauna.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n \u201eCe caut eu aici?\u201c era \u00eentrebarea care avea s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenso\u0163easc\u0103 \u00een anii urm\u0103tori.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Treptat, ne-am obi\u015fnuit cu noile condi\u0163ii. Trebuie s\u0103 recunosc c\u0103 nu m\u0103 a\u015fteptam la o \u00eent\u00e2mpinare at\u00e2t de entuziast\u0103, cum mi se preg\u0103tea.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Eram \u201eeroul sezonului\u201c, \u00eenainte ca izolarea mea voit\u0103 \u015fi neglijarea obliga\u0163iilor de acest gen s\u0103 dea rezultate. \u00cen Polonia, mai demult, avusesem destule succese. C\u00e2nd am plecat \u00een str\u0103in\u0103tate, asemenea lucruri au \u00eencetat s\u0103 m\u0103 mai intereseze. Acum, m-am \u00eentors \u015fi aveam iar\u0103\u015fi succes. \u00cen cele din urm\u0103, a urmat o stabilitate relativ\u0103. O asemenea soart\u0103 merit\u0103 totu\u015fi c\u00e2teva observa\u0163ii.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Pe c\u00e2nd eram t\u00e2n\u0103r, adic\u0103 aveam dou\u0103zeci de ani, m\u0103 bucuram foarte mult de cariera mea. Ajunge s\u0103 spun c\u0103, de pe vremea c\u00e2nd eram un anonim \u015fi p\u00e2n\u0103 la plecarea din \u0163ar\u0103, trecuser\u0103 abia treisprezece ani! E drept, mi-a ajutat anul 1957, anul carierelor rapide, ca \u00een cazul lui Marek H\u00b3asko<\/span>1<\/span><\/sup> \u015fi al altora. Dar, dup\u0103 trei ani, a urmat sf\u00e2r\u015fitul \u201edezghe\u0163ului\u201c, care, dup\u0103 al\u0163i trei ani, m-a silit s\u0103-mi caut norocul \u00een str\u0103in\u0103tate. \u00cen afar\u0103 de motivele politice \u015fi toate celelalte, c\u0103utarea gloriei \u00een tinere\u0163e este un lucru firesc. Cu at\u00e2t mai mult \u00een tinere\u0163ea mea, \u00een care nimic nu prevestea o astfel de r\u0103sturnare a lucrurilor. Dar, \u00een afar\u0103 de asta, ceea ce era natural \u2014 c\u0103utarea popularit\u0103\u0163ii \u00een Polonia \u2014, au mai existat \u015fi alte cauze specifice. \u00centr-o \u0163ar\u0103 mic\u0103, iar pe deasupra totalitar\u0103 \u015fi izolat\u0103 de lume, \u201es\u0103 fii cineva\u201c \u00eensemna s\u0103 ie\u015fi \u00een eviden\u0163\u0103 \u00eentr-o mas\u0103 cenu\u015fie de cet\u0103\u0163eni. Iar s\u0103 ie\u015fi \u00een eviden\u0163\u0103 \u00eensemna \u201es\u0103 fii inginer al sufletelor omene\u015fti\u201c (cuvintele lui Iosif Stalin). Celelalte categorii de eviden\u0163ia\u0163i \u2014 asta \u00eensemna partidul, \u00eendeosebi Comitetul Central, adic\u0103 elita \u2014 erau prea pu\u0163ine \u00een compara\u0163ie cu masele.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Dup\u0103 ce am plecat \u00een str\u0103in\u0103tate, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc cu totul altfel. Aici, popularitatea nu mai era chiar at\u00e2t de important\u0103. \u00centr-o \u0163ar\u0103 mare \u015fi condus\u0103 cu \u00een\u0163elepciune, rolul arti\u015ftilor se reducea la profesiunile lor concrete. Am constatat cu u\u015furare c\u0103 eu n-aveam nevoie de popularitate. \u00centotdeauna am vrut s\u0103 duc o via\u0163\u0103 asem\u0103n\u0103toare cu a cuiva care are obliga\u0163ii bine definite \u015fi o libertate pe m\u0103sur\u0103. \u00cen Italia, asta era mult mai u\u015for dec\u00e2t \u00een Polonia de atunci. Cu toate acestea, c\u00e2nd m-am mutat \u00een Fran\u0163a, am sim\u0163it c\u0103 tocmai aici se afla \u0163ara mea. Nu degeaba am tr\u0103it acolo dou\u0103zeci \u015fi unu de ani \u015fi, de\u015fi m-am \u00eentors din nou \u00een Polonia, unde stau \u015fi acum, nu mi-am schimbat niciodat\u0103 convingerile.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n […]<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n M<\/span>edicul<\/span>: Am auzit, am auzit c\u0103 maestrul a venit la noi. Se vorbe\u015fte prin tot ora\u015ful. Mare onoare (\u2026) Ei, cum ne g\u0103si\u0163i dup\u0103 o absen\u0163\u0103 at\u00e2t de \u00eendelungat\u0103? S\u0103 tot fie zece ani, mi se pare\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Leo<\/span>: Cincisprezece.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Medicul<\/span>: Cum mai zboar\u0103 timpul\u2026 \u00aai? A\u0163i izbutit s\u0103 v\u0103 face\u0163i o impresie? Ce crede\u0163i?<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Leo<\/span>: Sunt aici doar de c\u00e2teva ore.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Medicul<\/span>: O fund\u0103tur\u0103 nenorocit\u0103, nu-i a\u015fa?<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Leo<\/span>: E, totu\u015fi, ora\u015ful meu natal.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/p>\n Dup\u0103 aceea, Leo se \u00eemboln\u0103ve\u015fte. Zace pe o sofa, la hotel. Medicul \u00eei consult\u0103 pl\u0103m\u00e2nii. Se ridic\u0103 \u015fi \u00ee\u015fi pune stetoscopul \u00een trusa cu instrumentele medicale.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Medicul:<\/span> Simptomele par s\u0103 indice un \u00eenceput de astm. Cu toate acestea, \u00een general, nu v\u0103 g\u0103sesc nicio anomalie. A\u0163i avut vreodat\u0103 predispozi\u0163ie spre epilepsie?<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Leo:<\/span> Nu.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n Medicul:<\/span> Nu!\u2026 Asta se poate explica. At\u00e2ta vreme c\u00e2t echilibrul psihosomatic n-a fost afectat, \u00eenclina\u0163ia ascuns\u0103 putea s\u0103 nu se manifeste. Dumneavoastr\u0103 ave\u0163i o natur\u0103 delicat\u0103. De la na\u015ftere \u015fi \u00een primii dou\u0103zeci de ani de via\u0163\u0103, clima \u015fi condi\u0163iile de aici au fost pentru dumneavoastr\u0103 mediul natural. Apoi a urmat o schimbare brusc\u0103 \u015fi primul \u015foc, de care nici nu v-a\u0163i dat seama, fiindc\u0103 era\u0163i \u00eenc\u0103 t\u00e2n\u0103r. Acum avem de-a face cu o nou\u0103 criz\u0103, de ast\u0103 dat\u0103 o criz\u0103 de readaptare. Dar av\u00e2nd \u00een vedere v\u00e2rsta actual\u0103\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n LEO: Deci, cu at\u00e2t mai mult s-ar cuveni s\u0103 plec de aici.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n MEDICUL: M\u0103 rog, dar ar fi trebuit s\u0103 pleca\u0163i imediat dup\u0103 ce a\u0163i venit. V\u0103 aminti\u0163i c\u0103 v-am sf\u0103tuit chiar eu s-o face\u0163i. Acum, este prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n LEO: Cum adic\u0103, prea t\u00e2rziu\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n MEDICUL: Dumneavoastr\u0103 v\u0103 obi\u015fnui\u0163i \u015fi v\u0103 dezobi\u015fnui\u0163i cu mare dificultate. Organismul dumneavoastr\u0103 a suportat mai bine trecerea de la cunoscut la necunoscut, dec\u00e2t la via\u0163a din str\u0103in\u0103tate, cu care v-a\u0163i obi\u015fnuit p\u00e2n\u0103 la un punct, dup\u0103 care LEO: Asta \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n aici pentru totdeauna?<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n MEDICUL: N-am spus asta. Dar, ne\u00eendoielnic, trebuie s\u0103 a\u015ftepta\u0163i p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd v\u0103 trece primul stadiu al tulbur\u0103rii. Iat\u0103 de ce v-a\u015f sf\u0103tui s\u0103 nu v\u0103 gr\u0103bi\u0163i s\u0103 pleca\u0163i. Mai ales c\u0103\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n LEO: Mai ales c\u0103\u2026<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n MEDICUL: Mai ales c\u0103 avem de-a face cu \u00eenc\u0103 un element care m\u0103 nelini\u015fte\u015fte.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n LEO: Anume?<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n MEDICUL: Ultimul diagnostic ar necesita o observa\u0163ie mai \u00eendelungat\u0103.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00a0 Fragment din Baltazar de S\u0142awomir Mro\u017cek \u00a0 Din nou la Cracovia Din mul\u0163imea de impresii, mi-au r\u0103mas \u00een minte numai plopii. De c\u00e2te ori \u00eemi aduc aminte acest moment, apar \u015fi siluetele lor \u2014 zvelte \u015fi tremur\u0103toare, oric\u00e2t de slab\u0103 era adierea v\u00e2ntului. Iar Cracovia abia pe un fundal nedefinit. 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\nv-a\u0163i \u00eentors la cea cunoscut\u0103 mai \u00eenainte, de care v\u0103 dezobi\u015fnuiser\u0103\u0163i \u00eentre timp. Acum ar suporta \u015fi mai greu trecerea invers\u0103, de la neadaptarea par\u0163ial\u0103 la starea str\u0103in\u0103 reactivat\u0103. Urm\u0103toarea schimbare v-ar putea provoca dereglarea total\u0103 a organismului.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n